Within the last few months I have experienced wave after wave of tsunami like emotions and revelations. There is something in the dynamics of death, or in this case the impending death, of a love one that brings out the good, and the bad, of the players effected. In my case, as it surely is with others, the good is great but the bad is very heavy. The burden on my being is not overwhelming yet it is like water rushing and crashing against rock. After so long the rock is changed.
I breath in of the bitter-sweet mist riding on the winds of change. I breath out. One breath, one moment at a time. Life is not fair but it is just that: Life. My Moms impending passing has brought on much pain but yet I am better for it. The water came, the rock was changed, I breath in and I breath out.
From one who has been there as well, several times, I feel your words in my heart more deeply than I expected…Thank you for sharing….
Thanks Kerrie, Sharing seems to have healing qualities that run both ways.
I think it takes a lot of strength to admit that you’re better for it. Don’t go through it alone though.
Thanks Oma, I have an amazing support system but that is solid advice and more should heed it.